Am I actually going to get the wedding of my dreams?

I've been very bad blogger lately. For my quietness of blogging I'll leave you with a short rant. I'm sure all of those who are currently tracking with me or have planned your own wedding can relate.

With the months slipping away, plans being made & broken, compromises abounding it makes a girl wonder "Will I get the wedding of my dreams". Now I don't mean this lavish wedding with all of the bells and whistles that the billion dollar wedding industry convinces us we need to have but the wedding of MY dreams. Since i was a little girl I had envisioned my wedding day. For one thing, I didn't want it to be traditional;after all normal isn't really my thing. However, how far do you compromise and how much is your wedding still yours? How much do I have to give up for everyone's happiness. Isn't this supposed to be MY day? Am I selfish for wanting things a certain way, my way?